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for those who love to check my facebook haha or at least checking out facebook every now and then must have known that i'm down with sorethroat, cough and a bit of flu. i couldn't stop coughing yesterday and couldn't sleep the day before thanks to the very painful sorethroat. anw.. thankfully, i'm not really coughing today, including when i was doing my exam. yes, i'm in my exam period and if you ask how the exam was, simple. my answer is: gg! woke up today feeling better with the coughing and sorethroat but hey!! i lost my voice and yes, i spent half a day by whispering to my roommate. found my voice back around noon haha but it still sound scary or sexy, i should say :p coz it's the typical serak-serak basah voice haha been so thankful that i'm surrounded by ppl who care about me and keep telling me to drink more water and med. hopefully, i'm better tomorrow!! now, back to study :)

maybe i really do need to go to psychologist

cant be bothered, can u?

don't know how to act or behave in front of other ppl now

i know, i shdn't think this way but i can't help it

i thought i've done what i could where ppl still don't think it's enough

ppl demand more and i just simply don't have anymore strength

what do u expect me to do :(

i think i'm in the deepest valley in my life currently

felt unwanted, uninvited, left out, alone, unloved, stupid, etc etc..

tried to go to the hill but just couldn't

or i suppose, i've given up trying

God loves me, that i know

and that suppose to help me going through this valley

but i still couldn't!

not saying that i don't believe that God loves me

but this is extremely difficult time for me

 

lots of things wanted to be shared out loud

i wish.. i wish..

that's all i could think of

 

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been studying so hard for 3 mid session exams and for accounting subject, i've known roughly how much will i get since the answers for the mcq section has been released. i'm not happy and a bit embarassed for the result i got (no, i don't fail it. yet.). i've been staying up late to catch up my study since i fell sick for around 2 weeks so it's been hard for me. i was expecting that the result will be good but yeah.. i've done what i could anw..

 

for those who haven't seen me online for quite a time. i'm quite busy doing my assignments so i rarely use my msn now but i'm still alive atm haha